I've been at the lowest of lowest when I thought I wouldn't make it to see another day. I've been at a point where I never thought I'd smile or laugh again. I've been at a point where I honestly thought I'd be spending the rest of my life feeling hopeless, sad, and have this nagging pain in my heart that just hurt so bad all I could do was cry to try to release it. I've been at a point where all I could do was cry, for it seemed like the only thing I could do. I've been at a point where nothing mattered and all I could see were dark days ahead. I can't say it was an easy process getting over it, but even looking back now I want to cry because it was such a scary time and I never thought I'd make it through.